Forward: (please read this before the blog)

Reader beware, this blog can and will get graphic. If you can't handle it don't read it. If you are a woman I am going to ask you to give a guy his space, for those of you who know who I am. Don't use this information in any way. Please respect my ability to express myself and do so without betraying trust, names, or events. Realize these events are that of an 8 -?? year old and that ages can affect perception. I am going to ask you not to spout any kind of preachy church talk as comments. I have heard it all before. If I want to believe it I will make that choice. You cannot change me I can only change myself. I am not looking for sympathy, love, affection, ect from you. As you will read I have been given too much affection at points and I don't think it would be wise to taint what little "true" affection that I currently am getting from trusted people. Also please keep in mind this is just for pure expression. If you have problems with anyone, person, place, or item in these stories, please let me deal with them. You don't need to get involved. People have before and have just made matters worse.
Thanks,
Chad

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Chained

(All names have been altered.)

At the age of 18 I ran away from home. It was then I found out that being chained up in a basement was not typical upbringing for a boy through out his life. I remember one of the first times it happened. Kent was disappointed in me. I was not the boy that he wanted me to be. He took me down to his basement and at first just tied me to a support beam. There were nights I sat their in my briefs until I soiled them. When I did he would take off his belt untie me to face the beam while he worked. At first it was his belt. My back bruised and there parts that started to bleed. . .

He continued to go for what seemed like hours most days. If he was really mad he would get the bat. Hard enough to bruise but not break anything....

I was what he viewed a a gay little boy...

Little did he know that I have never been gay nor wanted to be. It is a common misconception for boys that appear to be weak.

Thats what I was, weak, pathetic, little bastard, pin cushin, his bitch, you name it. it happened.

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